(Note: Writing and posting the facts below is in itself, a completed task. I will NOT expand on or answer questions on any of the facts listed....)
100 Facts About Me
1 - I was named after a European Princess because my mom thought her mother was the most beautiful women she had ever seen at the time.
2 - I was born minutes after midnight on my dads b'day and we've always shared b'day-dinners / parties.
3 - I was born at home because my parents had just moved months before and had no phone to call hospital - I had already arrived (delivered by my grandmother) before the doc
4 - I'm the 3rd of 4 kids (2 girls 2 boys)
5 - My dad still stands by the story that the doc pronounced me a baby BOY at the hospital and that he had called family to tell them, then had to call everyone back...
6 - I grew up in a 4bed detatched house and in primary school (between age 5-12) thought i was the only kid on the planet that didnt live in an estate / cul-de-sac.
7 - My birthday is in the middle of the school summer holidays. Nobody ever came to parties.
8 - I ran away once. I still walk past the green i hid in for hours and wonder "what if..."
9 - I lost my virginity at 16, on Xmas eve, in the frost, on a golf course. All true.
10 - The one I lost it to had asked em to marry him a month later and I said yes. He even got a ring and everything... He was still sleeping with his ex but after getting her best friend pregnant his parents insisted he marry her.
11 - I dodged some serious fucking bullets in my life.
12 - I'm conscious and sensitive about my weight. More then i'll ever talk about.
13 - Everything makes me cry. Everything.
14 - I over-analyse everything. And always to its "worst-case-sinario" which in turn, panicks me and makes me cry.
15 - I panic a lot.
16 - I get worked up a lot.
17 - I left school at 18 - it would have been sooner but legally my parents would have been able to prevent it.
18 - I've never been to college or Uni as a result.
19 - I've been working since.
20 - I've always wanted to be an interior designer. To this end, my parents bless them) have always talked to me about decorating their house for advice.
17 - I used to be a cutter. I still wonder why I stopped.
18 - I've never forgiven my uncle for dying before his time (no, it wasnt sucide).
19 - I've no grandparents left on Earth.
20 - I'm mother to the most beautiful, clever ball-of-pink toddler in the world.
21 - I gave birth to her completely un-medicated and within half an hour after contractions started.
22 - If you had a black and white picture of my mother, me and my girl (all at the same age) you cannot tell us apart. Seriously. Its a running joke in the family.
23 - I was born into a Christian faith that has been diluted through my familys generations.
24 - I attended Catholic primary school (between 5 - 12 yrs) and convent secondary school (between 13 - 18 yrs)
25 - I got my first job at 15 (the legal age was 16)
26 - I lied about my age to get the job.
27 - Even though I had already left school, I had gone to my Ball that summer because I had already spent on the tickets and hotel.
28 - I fucked my at-the-time b'friend in the hotel grounds at that same ball and everyone there saw it. (*LIKE* they were going to expel me from the school!!)
29 - I'm scared of meeting new people because it'll always be in my head that they'll hurt me. Somehow.
30 - I talk to cover my nerves and I make people laugh to hide how scared I am.
31 - I will only ever drink diet coke and vodka while out.
32 - If given the choice, I dont masturbate.
33 - I'm uncomfortable talking about myself and will ALWAYS chenge the subject in conversation.
34 - I've lost touch with all but two of my school friends through life getting in the way
25 - I rarely even talk to them, but I can pick up the same conversation as though we've never stopped talking.
26 - I didnt tell my parents I was pregnant till I was 6 mths gone.
27 - I broke up with my babys father the day I found out I was pregnant and I still stand by that decision.
28 - I am a terrible liar. Not because I cannot do it properly but because I feel so guilty I end up confessing....
29 - I hate my feet.
30 - Come near my feet and i'll punt you across the room - no disrespect intended.
31 - Travelling long distances - especially flying - scares me massivly.
32 - Being on my own scares me.
33 - Running out of mundane facts about myself scares me - I dont want to dig too deep.
34 - Even if you dont, I'll always feel you could, hurt me knowing me.
35 - I've two silver bands on my engagement finger and I wont tell you why.
36 - I have my nose and labia pierced but they're not joined together.
37 - I used to have my bellybutton pierced.
38 - When I was (I think) 7 years old I fell down a hill onto my face. I broke my tooth and have a cap since.
39 - I've broken most my bones, including both wrists (both at same time and both twice)
40 - At my worst, I broke my tailbone, my nose and gotten 8 stitches in my leg...within a week
41 - Anything I've broken was by accident and was my own fault through clumsiness.
42 - I'm not as clumsey any more.
43 - My hands area always cold from poor circulation / messed up nerves (see breaks above)
44 - I am not beyond fighting and always moreso for friends / family before myself.
45 - I'm nto beyond dying for them moreso then myself.
46 - Spiders scare the holy bee-jesus out of me.
47 - I wont sleep tonight now that i'm thinking about spiders.
48 - First pet I ever had was a sucker fish. It died a couple of weeks before my dad told me...
49 - I've had two dogs in my life, he first for a week before it caught flu and died, the second for 12yrs.
50 - Death of second dog hit me just as hard as my uncles death.
51 - Worst lie i've ever told was about the baby.
52 - Worst food I've ever eaten was sea-food pizza.
53 - God I hate sea-food.
54 - I also hate eggs. For real.
55 - No matter what I do I *always* think how somebody else will view it or me afterwards.
56 - Ohh I also hate horror films and believe they actually WILL happen.
57 - ...to this end I WILL NEVER WATCH Paranormal Activity....or anything Stephen Kingey
58 - I have kissed a girl.
59 - I have not slept with her.
60 - I colour my hair. Usually black.
61 - I have night-blindness.]
62 - I'm scared of the dark (see above)
63 - I'm closer to some internet friends then I am to my family.
64 - Some of the above know me better then family.
65 - I've travelled to more countries abroad then I have counties in my own country.
66 - I dont know how many b'friends I've had in the past.
67 - I sure as hell dont know how many times i've had sex with them
68 - I still honestly believe crying makes me weak because i've been told it does
69 - I honestly believe that "being myself" isnt a fraction as important as being who anyone wants me to be.
70 - My biggest pet peeve is being asked a question and having the answer talked over / ignored.
71 - My second biggest pet peeve is anyone who can know theyre ill and not do anything to cure / help / fix it.
72 - I'm deathly afraid of masks (others wearing them, not me)
73 - Same with costume make-up
74 - If i could re-do any part of my life I probably wouldnt but I definately would be more cautious of the poisonous and bad men I had let into my life.
75 - My favourite nationalitles for food are: Indian, Itallian, Chinese and English and in that order.
76 - I'm too afraid of falling to walk on ice. So I dont. Ever.
77 - I rely on my mother to keep me sane when I cant cope with my baby.
78 - I often cant cope now that she's turning 2.
79 - I still believe not coping means I'm just not good enough.
80 - I will always believe that good things happen to other people.
81 - I will always believe that getting excited about or looking forward to something will ALWAYS stop it from happening for me. Always.
82 - I love vodka like most love breathing.
83 - Sexual attention from anybody will leave me obsessing about them for weeks.
84 - The best relationship I've ever had was long distance and still is.
85 - I'm overly obsessive about everything when it comes to other people and my envolvment and almost not at all with anything for myself.
86 - To this end, if its not 'perfect' its not good enough and neither am I
87 - If I could do anything with no repercussions it would be to rob a bank for financial security for me and my daughter.
88 - Waiting on other peoples approval, regardless of how long, will eventually kill me with worry, stress and / or anxiety.
89 - I'm so rarely sick (physically throwing up) that when I am I panic and cry.
90 - I've had a near-death, floating-above-my-own-body experience and was pulled back from it.
91 - I still wonder why I was pulled back from it.
92 - I've been told I apologise too much so I'm trying to control it more.
93 - I've always known this but never once felt it was "too much"
94 - I miss sleeping in.
95 - I miss most from a relationship, waking up being held.
96 - All I've ever wanted is to be looked after.
97 - I will literally, spiritually, financially and physically bend over backwards to prove i'm worthy.
98 - The only way I know how to prove I'm worthy is to obey.
99 - Worthy = Loveable
100 - I'm still mentally kicking myself for these facts not being in the right order :-P
