Tonights lesson - doesn't ever matter how hard He will push you, DO NOT BREAK.
...but I did. I was weak and I failed Him. If you've ever heard the words "I'm disappointed" then you'll know there's a feeling that comes with it. The same ache that fractures your heart just that little bit.
No punishmet for failure can match that and none has been given. Almost as if He knew....
I won't get past this. And I'm not supposed to, because if I can't bring this feeling with me to make damn sure it never happens again then I've failed us both.
So tonight I ache. And tomorrow I earn His adoration again....
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